Our Resolution

He said "Moga kita dikurniakan anak yg comel nxt year,rezeki yg murah n melimpah n jodoh kita berkekalan hingga akhir hayat...moga sy menjadi suami yg terbaik utk syg dan anak2 dan syg menjadi isteri yg solehah utk sy dan anak2...amin...l lv u so much syg" it's the sweetest resolutions ever and decided to share this with Him. Thanks beloved hubby for being a romantic husband to me all these while....

Morning Inspiration

What greater thing is there for two human souls than to feel that they are joined for life - to strengthen each other in all labor, to rest on each other in all sorrow, to minister to each other in all pain, to be one with each other in silent, unspeakable memories.”

~George Eliot quotes (English Victorian Novelist. Pseudonym of Mary Ann Evans, 1819-1880)~

My Feelings Towards You....

A boy asked a girl if he was cute, she said “No”. He asked her if she wanted to be with him forever, she said “No”. Then he asked her if she would cry if he walked away, she said “No”. He had heard enough; he needed to leave.

As he walked away she grabbed his arm and told him to stay. She said “You’re not cute, you’re handsome. I don’t want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. And I wouldn’t cry if you walked away, I would die.”

Falling in love

I've listen to a song "You Sang To Me" by Marc Anthony. I do love the song so much.
And I still remember when i was first fall in love.

The feelings of butterfly in a stomach. The feelings of looking forward to the next date.
The feelings of choosing the nice dress for a date tonight.
The feelings of miss someone when we don't see each other for a day.
The feelings of calling someone just to hear his voice and saying 'I miss you'.

It is so beautiful. So fascinating and so refreshing.

He'll give me flowers, cards, chocolates and put on the nicest perfume even
bring me to a fine dine, just to impress me. Just to make me fall in love with him.

And I did. I did fall for him, longing for him so much....

Now,I miss to have the feelings again. It's not that I don't love him anymore,
I do... Maybe sometimes I need to feel it again, HOW DOES IT FEEL TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN...

Happy Birthday Darling...

It's 5th October again. Hubby? He didn't asked for anything...

A few days before, he was so gloomy and sad, may

be because of his work, his forex, his money? My concern is that to make him happy and smile again.

It was a short plan with his friends, Abg Jamil and Nan. They've convinced hubby to meet up at Concorde Shah Alam, as if like they need to discuss something important and urgent. We were having lunch at Akuatik when Abg Jamil called. Well actually it was a plan and he agreed.

He invited me to join along but I refused as I said I need to settle a few things related to my assignments. Again, he's agreed.

Abg Jamil helped me to arrange for the cake and a few of waiter & waitresses to sing a Birthday song. The surprised was succeed. He was shocked and touched.

Hubby, I hope I've did the best for your birthday. Although it's

a simple celebration but at least I saw him smiling.

I want you to know that I do love you so much!! Only YOU without all the BAGGAGE... ;)

Aidilfitri 2011

Ramadhan has over and comes Aidilfitri. I am so happy that this year,my sister from Abu Dhabi is celebrating Aidilfitri with us in Malaysia. So we went back to Sukabumi Tampin early in the morning of Aidilfitri.
1st Aidilfitri was the time where we went to Abah's and Mak's cemetery, visited aunts and cousins and asked for forgiveness from the family.
2nd Aidilfitri we had a family open house at Sukabumi. Hubby's friend, Radzi, Mona and parents were at the open house too and most of the family were there.
3rd Aidilfitri, we went back to Sitiawan Perak to meet up with late Abah's family.
4th Aidilfitri,we just rest at home after so much of traveling.
5th Aidilfitri,hubby brought the whole family to visit Bibik Fatimah and his cousin at Kapar,Klang.
Not to forget that,hubby and me decided to choose turquoise as our theme for this year. It's a memorable Aidilfitri to see people that I love are happy and enjoying every moment we spent together. I wish that the next coming Aidilfitri will be better celebration for me, husband and family. Alhamdulillah....

Iftar with Hubby....

Ramadhan is the best time to get closer to Allah. Tarrawih, Al-Quran, Solat are the signature ingredients to the path of Azza Wa Jalla.

Mostly, me and husband will have a simple iftar at home. The first week of fasting, we went to Seoul Garden IOI Mall Puchong for break fast. It's a nice grilled and steamboat dishes.

The 2nd week, we decided to break fast at Sunway Tower Hotel together with Abg Jamil, Tasya and 2 kids. There are a lot of delicious malay, japanese and western cuisines. We had so much and so full and to reduce the calories of the day, we went to Sunway Pyramid, ended up the day with Raya shoes; 1 for me and 1 for my hubby.

The 3rd week of Ramadhan, we decided to have a simple break fast before having our heavy dinner at William,PJ. Hubby's choice of dish was Lamb Chop and I'm having Spaghetti Bolognese with Soda Herbs.

So, this Wednesday, we are planning to have our Iftar at Intekma Resort together with my sis and 2 beautiful nieces. Hope to place a booking as soon as possible.

Syawal celebration? There's nothing special without both of my late parents around. It's just hubby,me, siblings, nieces and nephews. It's sad, so sad, I wonder what will happen if....just pray that both of my parents are happy in Jannah, insyaAllah.

He said.....

Setiap nafas yang dihembus
Setiap degupan jantung
Aku selalu memikirkanmu
Dalam sedar dibuai angan
Dalam tidur dan khayalan
Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Ternyata ku perlukan cinta
Dari dirimu sayang
Barulah terasa ku bernyawa

Kasihku…ku amat mencintai kamu
Kerna kau beri erti hidup
Ku kan terus mencinta
Sedetik lebih selepas selamanya
Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan
Ku bersyukur adanya kamu
Biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia

Asal masih adanya kamu

" Thanks baby for dedicating this song to me. I love you too indeed so much!!"

Wedding Beloved Sister - 5th June 2011

"Diversity is the key to life, without it we would be a mindless drone of a single colored spectrum."

The celebration full of joy, happiness and bright colours. Congratulations Kak Yang & Abg G....we love you!!

The matching couple

Abg G, me, Mak Su, Abg Kamil, Kak Rose & Kak Mas

Beloved sister, auntie and cousin

Beautiful Bride & Groom with gorgeous Lady in Pink & Lady in Orange :p

Mohamed's Angels

Newly wed Bride & Groom with "Pengantin Lama"

16 July 2011

The departure time was 2pm. Car pooled in white Estima drove by hubby’s friend. There were 5 people including me and hubby. The journey was fine and quite fast as we reached the destination- Johor Bharu at 8.30pm. Hubby was so hungry and we straightaway went to Danga Bay to have our dinner – Ikan bakar!!

We decided to check-in at Tune Hotel near to Danga Bay area as this is an unplanned trip. Next plan was a night life at JB. So we’ve planned to watch live band at The Zon, Stulang. Unfortunately, the band was not so entertaining and the best part was we felt that we were in Hongkong. So, we’re back at the hotel and rest because tomorrow will be another journey of Jalan-Jalan Cari Makan time B).

10am, we checked out and have our light breakfast somewhere on the way to Kukup (I’m not really sure where it was). We arrived at Kukup at 2pm and it was just nice for us to really MAKAN and this time around was SEAFOOD!! Crab with salted eggs, crab with chili curry, lobster with black pepper, kailan with salted fish, butter prawns, fried rice and coconut drinks. Yummy!!

Then, the journey back is continued but we’ve stopped for awhile to have our sweet Durian Kampung dessert with mangosteen. The next stop was at Dengkil R&R which we were having waffles, sweet corn and KACANG REBUS!!

At last, the white Estima reached at Jalan Ferum, me and hubby dropped-off and here we are safely arrived home.

The interesting part during the short vacation, the FOOD at Kukup, the bright light and beautiful kites that we saw on the sky at night at Danga Bay (the cost per kite is RM300-500. So EXPENSIVE!!) and the illegal “affair” that happens in front of us…Erm…

Thanks hubby for another short and sweet vacation. Wonder what will be the next suprises…..

Simplisiti Gala Night

On 9th July 2011, me,hubby,Kak Yang and Abg G went to see Simplysiti Gala Night at DATC, UiTM Shah Alam.

This was actually a treat from me to hubby for spending our time during weekend. So, I bought 4 tickets from one of our beloved lecturer, Miss Mimi.

I am a fan of Dato Siti and this is a chance for me to meet her and watch the performance as I've got a good price and VIP seat for the night.

It was an enjoyable and unforgettable night as we have a chance to see Amy Search, Ana Raffali, Aizat and the funny and famous host, Faizal Ismail (FBI).

I had so much fun singing, dancing and laughing with family and friends. Thanks hubby for accompanying me.

Thanks to Kak Yang and Abg G for the delicious chocolates....;)

Btw, the 2 hosts of students from Arts, you should do your homework before hosting. It's really humiliating!!

New Present From Hubby

This is only a sincere sharing.

On 8th July 2011, after I've finished my 2nd UTIPPS class, Hubby called me to ask me out for a high tea. So we went to SACC to have a drink. At first, it's only me accompany hubby to buy some shirts and socks for his collection. End up we went to a watch shop just to have a look what's new.

I was impressed with 1 bright, shiny and sparkling watch and asked hubby whether I can have it as a belated birthday present.

To my surprise, he agreed.

So, there it was, on my wrist, a brand new,shiny, bright, sparkling and bling-bling watch from my beloved hubby.

Thanks darl for a wonderful surprise....XOXO!!

Unbearable Feelings....

Today, 5th of July 2011, I have an appointment with a Gynae doctor. 3 weeks ago, I've been informed that I was pregnant. I am so happy so does my husband. We have plans, the names, the preparation, everything.

Then, the next week, I was bleeding and I went to see the doctor again. After the scanning, the doctor said that the womb is still there and she gave me prescription to make the womb stronger. She did advised if the bleeding continues and there's a small flesh coming out, I need to see the doctor immediately.

Alhamdulillah, so far there's none of it. I'm still hoping that I was given a chance to become a mom. So, there's still a hope, when last night I felt the pain and the bleeding became worse. I went back to the doctor and scan again.

According to the doctor, my womb is shrinking and most probably it'll abort. She advised me to refer to the hospital for further check up.

There goes my hope and happiness. I know, we can try it again and again. Although the plan of having baby is suppose to be later but another part of me,I do want this baby.

So, now I am waiting for my husband to come back from work and bring me to the hospital. I am crossing my fingers and pray to Allah that everything's gonna be ok.

To my beloved hubby, thanks for always being by my side and accompany me for check up. Your existence and spirit is my strength darl...

1 Night Holiday at Hubby's Hometown

Well, actually this is an educational blog during my 1st semester of university but I guess I just continue the writing here.

Last weekend, 2nd of July we went back to Hubby's home town together with hubby's friends and family. Its about 4 cars and we've planned to do BBQ.

There were so many fresh fishes, crabs and prawns. We cooked and the master chef was Abg Jamil. The first menu was dried chilli crab and fish curry. It was so delicious and we were so full as we ended up our late dinner with Durian as a dessert.

The next day, we went to the market to plan for another menu for lunch. This time around, hubby brought me riding the motorcycle around kampung. I've been there before, a few times but I really enjoy the moment as we really spending romantic time together.

The last menu for lunch just before we travel back home were ikan haruan masak lemak cili padi, daun meranti lemak putih, tempura prawns and vegetables. For the dessert, sweet mango.

We left the chalet around 4pm, unfortunately, there's an accident along the journey and we stuck in a jam for an hour and safely arrived home at 8pm.

Thank you hubby for a simple and sweet holiday. The most important is the time we spend together.... Credit to Abg Jamil's family and Nan's family.