Feelings...

I miss how we used to talk every minute of every day and how I was able to tell you everything that was on my mind. I miss our conversations

Thought of The Day - 16th Apr 2012

Making decision to have a child - it's momentous. It's to decide forever to have
Your heart go walking outside your body :)

Hubby's Getaway to Mount Kinabalu

On 25th - 27th of March 2012, Hubby and his friend Radzie were having their men's vacation out to Mount Kinabalu. They were having an intensive training before (gym & swim) to gain energy for the preparation. They've asked around of other's experiences & physically and mentally are preparing themselves of any consequences.

According to Hubby, the journey to Laban Rata was not that difficult but the weather was so cold. He kept updating me of his achievement (sending pictures) & he learnt how to be mentally strong. He met a group of Japanese age 60 and above & this was a wake up call to him to really make it to the top. The next morning, Hubby and Radzie started to climb to the top. Although it's another 800m up but the obstacles were way too high.

He was freezing, even he carried a bag of 5kg (took turn with Radzie) but exhaustion was out of mind. Alhamdulillah, Hubby & Radzie made it!! The scenery was awesome and he felt the satisfaction of it. Unfortunately, on the way down, Hubby's felt uneasy with his knees condition. His movement became slower and he felt the shaking  of his knees. However, he managed to come home safe & sound & sleep like a baby. The consequences from this trip, Hubby can't walk properly because of the cramp, his lips are dried & his knees are shaking for almost 2 weeks.

Well, perhaps my story-telling was not that great as to compare to Hubby's story. This is because, it is not my experience. But this will be his starting point to climb for another mountain in future. He promised to bring me to Mount Kinabalu next year, insyaAllah.

Whatever it is, to Hubby, I'm so proud of you!!

Comfortable of being me...

In the silence, she felt the past & the present shift & mix, but that was a mirage.

There was no way to comfort the lost boy he'd been back then. But she had a grown male.

She had him right in her arms, & for a brief moment of whimsy, she imagined,that she was never, ever going to let him go.....

Love & Hope

Life is meaningless only if we allow it to be. Each of us has power to give life meaning, to make our tme, bodies and words into instruments of love & hope... insyaAllah :)

Last semester of study

3 years of time is like a blink of eyes. My marriage too is going to be a 3rd year in November. How time flies... Being with friends, study, assignments, events and hang out really build interpersonal relationship between us. That's what I've learned so far.

My study will be finishing in July, then once the baby junior is born & 100 days of confinement, l'l be focusing on career, the world that l left behind for almost 3 years. The feelings of excited, worry, sad & happy were played in mind & whether I can cope with all these responsibilities is another thing.

I know what I want & have a very strong determination to achieve it. Only prayers and doa is accompanying me to path of success. May Allah leads to the easiest way towards it...

So now I have to make sure that I'll be graduating with 1st class honour :) insyaAllah.

My

Pathetic...

When a woman tells the truth she is creating the possibility for more truth around her but all she's got is all the lies and hipocracy from another woman...