Friday, December 28, 2012

Valuable...

"Value everything you share. Wish each other even for little things"



Beri Kami yang Terbaik

kita tak pernah menyangka
ini semua akan terjadi
mungkin kita terlalu lupakannya
hingga akhirnya berikan cobaan ini
hilang semua milik kita
petik hikmah dari segala yang terjadi
Tuhan mohon lepaskan semua
cobaaan dan penderitaan ini
Tuhan beri kami kekuatan
untuk bisa menghadapi ini
mungkin kita terlalu sombong
anggap diri kita yang paling hebat
sampai kita melupakan-Nya
hingga akhirnya berikan cobaan ini



kita pasti akan hilang
kita pasti akan kembali padanya
Tuhan mohon lepaskan semua
cobaaan dan penderitaan ini
Tuhan beri kami kekuatan
untuk bisa menghadapi ini
hanya Engkau yang sanggup tenangkan
gelisah dan resah di hati
Tuhan mohon lepaskan semua
cobaaan dan penderitaan ini
Tuhan beri kami kekuatan
untuk bisa menghadapi ini
hanya Engkau yang sanggup tenangkan
gelisah dan resah di hati
berilah kami yang terbaik

....but if it's fade???


Our small tiny little world...Dayyan & me




 "At some point, we have to realize that some people can stay in our heart but not in our life"


False Love...you said...

"So many girls fall in love with the wrong guys,simply because the wrong guys say the right things...."

Desolado....

Promises are things you said that cannot and should not been broken. If you think you can't keep it, you shouldn't make them at the beginning. You wouldn't know how heart broken it is...but that is the rules.

You made the choices, you choose the path so you'll have to feel the pain. You are not importante any more to the person when it is tied up with legal certificate (if you have one but if you don't, then you'll be suffering for your future generation; as if like a decade of burden). It is better to be courting together because you'll be the apple of the eye.

Why now? Why it has to keep until there's a next generation? Are you happy with this revenge? Is this a sweet revenge for you? Congratulations because it's succeed. The mother's blood, sweat & tears will only be to her "sunshine". Too much of desolado.....

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

It's November....

The month of November is in the picture now. Dayyan,my little son is already 3months & 10 days. So it means I am 100 days of confinement but I guess I've eaten many kinds of "forbidden" food already :).
Aidiladha was being celebrated with joy together with my siblings. I am moving to a new house too & this house is awesome! Thanks to Hubby who's trying his best in fulfilling his wife's dream but yet to have a bungalow, right Hubby? ;)
I am busy with internship and it's going to end by this December insyaAllah. My pray to Allah to be graduated with First Class Honors, insyaAllah. A few of MNC companies are calling me for an interview. Hope there's an opportunity for my career advancement.
November too bring up my marriage to the 3rd years now. How time flies....Hope everything will be at a better place for Hubby, Dayyan & me.
Talking about Dayyan, he's a smart boy and manja. He do have his own vocabulary which is "ging ging" it means MILK. He's such an adorable son and raising him teach me of being a patient person because he will cry if I am not around. It is hard for me to go out doing my work etc and maid will be leaving for good on this 15th November. I wonder how it'll be to send my lil "ging ging" to a nursery. Mommy's heart will be pounding hard then.
Sometimes there are times I was thinking of being a housewife but it's a waste of my degree. Plus I am planning to take a master program soon which now UiTM has offered me one. My prayer to Allah to lead and guide me to the right path which Allah knows best.
Well, I guess too many stories in this entry would confuse the reader too :). Owh, I just realize that there are no pictures of my little son in this blog. Well, I simply do that by hoping there are people would be interested to meet/accept him but I guess no. How I wish his late grandparents were around so he'll be loved with tender loving care....

"I have my own playmate, playpen & toys but I still want my Ging-ging Mommy"

"Yes, this is what HANDSOME looks like"

"I LOVE my Abah. It's like looking at the mirror but  without moustache"

Aidiladha with beloved son

Twinkle, twinkle little star....

Small happy family :D


"Do I look like a mat saleh boy, Mommy?"