Quote of the day...

For ALL of YOU who talk about me, thanks for making me the centre of YOUR world!


p/s: Everyone get a chance in the spotlight; YOU can have it when I'm DONE!! :D

I said.....

"I DON'T CARE!! I'VE HAD ENOUGH!! I'VE SEEN ENOUGH!! I WANT OUT!! I WANT IT TO END!! I DON'T CARE ANY MORE....."

and the little voice inside me whisper softly to my ears, "You care so much, you feel as though you will bleed to death with the pain of it..."

and I said to myself, "Yes, I'm bleeding, pool of blood...and perhaps this is what they want to see"

A piece of advise....

"If he's not calling you it is because you are not on his mind. If he creates EXPECTATIONS for you, and then doesn't follow through on little things, he will do the same for big things. Be aware of this and realize that he's okay with disappointing you. Don't be with someone who doesn't do what they say they are going to do. If he's choosing not to make a simple effort that would put you AT EASE and bring HARMONY to a recurring fight, then he doesn't RESPECT your FEELINGS and NEEDS..."

ZERO.....

Segala kata cacian
Yang telah engkau berikan
Membuatku rasa kosong...kosong

Setiap tutur diperhatikan
Kau cari cara putar belitkan
Kau jadikan diriku kosong...kosong

Kini aku bangkit
Membuktikan yang ku tak sakit
Dengan segala perit yang kau berikan

Kini aku pantas berjalan
Bergerak ke hadapan
Dan akan ku buktikan
Siapa diriku yang sebenar

A Fairy Tale Thought...

Once in a while, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a FAIRY TALE....

He said....

"And now I'm looking at you.." he said "and you're asking me if I still want you, as if  I could stop loving you. As if I would want to give up the thing that makes me stronger than anything else ever has. I never dared give much of myself to anyone before..Since the first time I saw you, I have belonged to you completely. I still do."

I walked away from his sight and PRAY...

Choke with LOVE...

What I want is to be needed.What I need is to indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual ADDICTION... :)