Love through my eyes and understanding...

Love is as much as an object of an obsession. Everybody wants it and seeks it but a few will achieve it. Those who do will cerish it, be lost in it and never forget it.

Wanting him is hard to forget, having him is hard to regret, losing him is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet.

Love never dies a natural death. Love dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. Love dies of blindness, errors and betrayals. Love dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, withering and tarnished.

Liar, liar your pants on fire...

I believe it is better to tell the truth than a lie. I believe it is better to be free than a slave. I believe it is better to know than to be ignorant...

Why do some people choose to lie, slave and ignorant? Attention? I just don't get it...

Flip to his ipad2

My birthday is just round the corner and he's planning to bring me to Phuket to celebrate. At first, I propose to another place; Bali, Koh Tsa Mui, Ho Chi Minh etc. He insisted to bring me to Phuket. The tickets were checked and we are now finalizing the hotels.

I wonder why he insisted to go to Phuket, so 1 day when I was flipping through his Ipad2 (my birthday present to him) to play angry birds,I saw the notes written by me. My request was that to celebrate my birthday at Phuket with him and I totally forgot. He's fulfilling his promises to me and it's sweet.

Now, I am counting days to my birthday and I can't wait to have fun with him ;).

P/s: junior be good okay :)

Our Resolution

He said "Moga kita dikurniakan anak yg comel nxt year,rezeki yg murah n melimpah n jodoh kita berkekalan hingga akhir hayat...moga sy menjadi suami yg terbaik utk syg dan anak2 dan syg menjadi isteri yg solehah utk sy dan anak2...amin...l lv u so much syg" it's the sweetest resolutions ever and decided to share this with Him. Thanks beloved hubby for being a romantic husband to me all these while....

Morning Inspiration

What greater thing is there for two human souls than to feel that they are joined for life - to strengthen each other in all labor, to rest on each other in all sorrow, to minister to each other in all pain, to be one with each other in silent, unspeakable memories.”

~George Eliot quotes (English Victorian Novelist. Pseudonym of Mary Ann Evans, 1819-1880)~

My Feelings Towards You....

A boy asked a girl if he was cute, she said “No”. He asked her if she wanted to be with him forever, she said “No”. Then he asked her if she would cry if he walked away, she said “No”. He had heard enough; he needed to leave.

As he walked away she grabbed his arm and told him to stay. She said “You’re not cute, you’re handsome. I don’t want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. And I wouldn’t cry if you walked away, I would die.”

Falling in love

I've listen to a song "You Sang To Me" by Marc Anthony. I do love the song so much.
And I still remember when i was first fall in love.

The feelings of butterfly in a stomach. The feelings of looking forward to the next date.
The feelings of choosing the nice dress for a date tonight.
The feelings of miss someone when we don't see each other for a day.
The feelings of calling someone just to hear his voice and saying 'I miss you'.

It is so beautiful. So fascinating and so refreshing.

He'll give me flowers, cards, chocolates and put on the nicest perfume even
bring me to a fine dine, just to impress me. Just to make me fall in love with him.

And I did. I did fall for him, longing for him so much....

Now,I miss to have the feelings again. It's not that I don't love him anymore,
I do... Maybe sometimes I need to feel it again, HOW DOES IT FEEL TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN...